voicenote By Alaina Castillo
I’ve never felt such anxiety
As when I saw your voice note on my screen
I wonder if you’re ending it all
Wonder what was it so hard to tell me
That you couldn’t call
I don’t wanna hear
I don’t wanna know
I don’t wanna keep it
Call me up and tell me to delete it
What’s it gonna say?
Say it to my face if you really mean it
I’m going out of my mind
Are you leaving me? Are you needing me?
Are these words the last you speak to me?
Is it jealousy? Infidelity?
Are you sleeping with the enemy?
Are you done with me? Had your fun with me?
Always thought you were the one for me
How did I get so weak? Hurt so easily
Let a voice note put me down
Put me down, down, down, down (Down, ha, ha, ha-ah)
I feel my heart as she starts to beat
It’s too much rising inside of me
Tried to call you, but you don’t accept
And I know what you sent me is all that’s left
I don’t wanna hear
I don’t wanna know
I don’t wanna keep it
Call me up and tell me to delete it
What’s it gonna say?
Say it to my face if you really mean it
I’m going out of my mind
Are you leaving me? Are you needing me?
Are these words the last you speak to me?
Is it jealousy? Infidelity?
Are you sleeping with the enemy?
Are you done with me? Had your fun with me?
Always thought you were the one for me
How did I get so weak? Hurt so easily
Let a voice note put me down
Put me down, down, down, down (Down, ha, ha, ha-ah)
In the end, I just had to see
Got a morbid curiosity
Let it play to hear my fears come true
But you started it off by saying “I love you”
